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Thursday, March 16, 2017

Woods

It was 7:21 PM.  I was always early to anything and everything.  I sat in my car, like any other day, waiting.
The local news played softly inside the car, the windows down just a hair.  It was cold outside, but I preferred it to be a little on the chilly side.
I waited for 9 minutes.
She still hadn’t arrived. 
I waited 4 more minutes. 
My phone goes off.  “I’m almost here!” With various emoji’s.  I despised the use of them, however had begun to accustom myself with them in the dating scene.
“I’m driving a red Honda Civic!” She sent next.
“Cool! I am in a gray Taurus!” I replied.
I sat inside my black Challenger waiting.  The restaurant served alcohol, and it was dinner time.  I was hoping a few of them walloping outside the restaurant wouldn’t see what was about to happen.
At 7:56 she pulled into the parking lot.  Of course, she was larger than her pictures looked.  As I expected.  She pulled into her spot and looked down at her phone.  My phone vibrates with “I’m here!” displayed on my screen.
Good.
“Meet me inside!” I reply.  I watch her waddle inside, nervous. 
My beard itched, and I obliged my nerves and dug my fingernails into my neck.
I changed my mind.
I pulled off, out of the parking lot and into the distance.  The sun had just set a moment ago. The pink hues played with the dark purple of dusk. 
I rode the highway like a winding river, through its delicate curves, on and on.
I ended up at the park.  It had an enormous hill that always made me fear that I was going to bottom out going down.  I never did. 
At the top of the hill, it was completely dark.  The streetlights had all gone out.  This was odd, but so was tonight.  I parked my car, and sat. 
The delicate humming noises of human voices tickled my loneliness at night.  Just loud enough to hear, not loud enough to be legible.  People talking got on my nerves.  They went on and on…
My car was the only one in the parking lot.  Usually there was a stray teenage couple performing inside their car, or an old man eating alone.  Tonight I was completely alone. It was very nice.  The darkness consumed me.  Without the hum of my engine, only the radio kept me away from nature.
I decided to turn it off as well.  The click of the radio signified my marriage with the wild.
I sat in complete silence.  My breath was quiet.  Sometimes I longed to hear the breath of another, but she would never be there. 
The park was quite simple when it came to layout.  There was a large picnic area covered with a roof, containing a bathroom as well.  A very small airstrip for hobby planes was beside that, as well as a small round track for RC car enthusiasts.  The rest of the park was encompassed by a complete wooded area. 
I surveyed the area.  I tended to dart my eyes back and forth, ever since the Accident, I had become keen in all 5 of my senses.  We didn’t need any more mistakes.
But enough about that.  My eyes darted back and forth, to and fro.  The woods had a gloomy sadness that made me yearn for someone again, if only for an instant.
In the east section of the woods, I spotted a small glow.  A fire? It was a bit late for anyone to be out here.  The park rules required everyone to be out by nightfall.  This peaked my curiosity. 
I wondered if they knew I had been sitting here for the last half hour.  I also wondered what they were doing this time of night.
The flames flickered up and down, yes, it was indeed a fire.  The glow had become larger.  I watched for a bit, my curiosity peaked.  I got outside of my car and stared into the distance.  My hands inside my pockets began to get cold, my fingertips beginning to lose feeling.  This was odd. The low for tonight was only 64.  I opened my trunk, put on my long jacket as well as my gloves.
It was April, but it felt like January.  My face was becoming numb now.  My interest however, had grown too much to handle.  I began making my way towards the east.  I went inside the tree line, to conceal my entrance. 
A straight shot to them would have been about a quarter mile, but taking the inside route was about a mile.  I began to feel beads of sweat roll down my neck and forehead.  It was nice to feel some warmth for a while.
As I grew closer to the Strangers, I began to hear some sort of chanting.  Maybe loud moaning as well.  There were low voices, as well as almost shrieks coming up sometimes.  My spine tingled, but my feet were moving without my minds’ consent.
As I grew ever closer, the chanting and guttural moaning became very loud.  Through the trees, I could spot between 6-8 figures dancing around the fire.  They were wearing nothing.  They were all female, of different races.
At this point I could not move.  My eyes were fixed upon this ritual.  The women danced frantically around the fire, changing and screaming.  Their voices rose higher and higher, speaking in tongues.  My body was frozen in a crouched position.  My knees screamed but my mind ordered to stay put.  The girls finally stopped, and all kneeled down.  One of them walked toward the fire and yelled something.  I watched in awe as she dragged one of the girls toward the fire.  She brandished a small knife, and slit the younger ones neck. 
The blood spurt directly into the fire, and the other girls began to wail frantically.  The screaming became so loud that my temples began to sting.
At this point I decided that my time had come to get the fuck out of here.
I began making my way back, keeping my eyes fixed upon the women.  One of them looked in my direction, and her gaze was that of a lover.  She did look familiar…
No.  I retreated even further.  I made my way back, staying inside the woods as I had come.
Every direction sent chills down my spine.  I had buried many here, and on those nights I had felt nothing.  But tonight…
It was not the small sounds that frightened me, but the absence of any sound.  The only thing I could hear at this point were the various twigs and pinecones cracking underneath my feet.  I turned around.
I had reached about the halfway point.  To my left, the fire had gone out.  There was no longer anyone at that position.  To my right, the parking lot.  My car was a shade darker than the trees around it.
I began making my way towards it, walking at a pace that made the sweat roll out even faster down my neck.
The sheer absence of any noise was enough to make me want to run.  There was no noise at all.  Even my feet rushing upon the grass made not a single soundwave. 
I still did not sprint.  For some reason, I did not want to give away my position. 
I had left the woods at this point, and headed straight through the field.  I was ready to leave this instant. 
For some reason, it had gone even darker than before.  The moon had disappeared.  Only a half hour ago it had led my trip through the woods to see the girls.  It was now completely dark.  My hands and legs were the only thing I could see now.
I began to curse inside my head.  I turned around, and what I saw chilled me to this day.
I saw not a few, nor dozen, but hundreds of eyes shining in the trees.  The same shine that a cat would have in the dark.  Hundreds of these reflected at me through those Old Trees. I reached inside my pocket and gripped my key.
I had been heading straight toward the car before, so I turned my body around once again-
And my face smashed into something soft.  I looked up, and was inside the bosom of a woman at least 7 feet tall.  She wore all black, and a dark hood over her face.  Her eyes did not shine back at me. I stepped backward, into another fiercely strong body.  I turned about again to see another woman of the same stature.
I began to panic.  I tried to sprint anywhere, ANYWHERE, but a firm hand grasped my shoulder.  Tears began to roll out my eyes, and soft whimpers tried to escape my throat.
I closed my eyes, tears rolling down my face.
I suddenly began to feel weightless, and cold again.  My eyes opened. 
My feet suddenly had nothing beneath them.  I was going up.

My eyes open.
The humidifier in my bedroom hums. 
The cool air around my bed scolds at me; I turn on my side and stare into the empty doorway.
Did I shut the door last night?
More importantly, did I lock it?
 
 
The steam of the shower baptizes me into reality.
My cold, grey eyes stare back at me through the mirror.  I begin shaving.  The cold steel glides across my skin, cutting, one by one…
The air outside is warm.  The rain had come and gone last night, yes, I remember now. 
The liquor of the night before made it unclear sometimes.  I always forgot what happened.  I was always trying to forget. 
 
I insert my key into the lock, turn left, then right again.  My key exits.  I push against the door to make sure. My curtain moves, ever so slightly…
 
I arrive at work.  There is a pebble inside my floor mat, I notice upon leaving.  I remove it, carefully, and set it on the ground.  I shut the door, and lock her.
I walk inside.  The smell of chlorine, bleach, and sweat run through my nostrils and down my throat.  It burns, and tickles the depth of my chest.
They are all at play, making noise.  Everyone, of all ages.  The noise.  It irked me so, every day, to no end.  Maybe today it will happen.  We will see, I think to myself. Pray to myself…
I am older, this is true.  My features are dark, the bags underneath my eyes and wrinkles from the stress of youth, and my eyes cold, and grey.
I sit upon my perch, my watch, and wait.
My eyes scan, back and forth, across the waters.  Left to right, slowly now.
Horseplay here and there, it will not do.
But a cracked skull on the concrete, yes, this will do.  Their brains draining inside the water, the mist and warmth flowing ever so slowly beyond.  This will do.  I lower my whistle from my mouth.  When did I raise it?
 
I watch, for hours.  Nothing happens.  Nothing usually happens.  The Others make sure of that.
Just as I begin to think of my nightly routine, I see towards the left of the pool.  A struggle? I begin to see the white bubbles of chaotic movement.
My lips curl, ever so slightly, at an upward angle.
I can see it now.  The girls getting out of the water and screaming for help.  My body rises.  Muscle memory takes over, and before I can react, my body does it for me.  I am inside the water, darting towards her.
Somewhere between the age of 10, or 11, the small frail body is wriggling.  Her eyes are wide, her arms are flailing, but with no finesse.  No, this will not do.  Who let her inside here?
I grab her, and look into her eyes.  I can she has taken in water.  Her mouth was wide open during screaming.  Yes, the water has begun to film her lungs.  Tsk, tsk. 
I grab her small neck.  I can feel her begin to struggle.  It is very small.  Perfect for my hand.  She is making so much of a fuss, so many waves and bubbles.  No one can see this.
Her eyes look directly into mine.  I watch, as they dart up toward the surface, back at me.  The world is a cruel place. 
I make way towards the surface, it seems I was too late...